So serious.. all the time..

http://jenncity.tumblr.com/

So..

My good friend was like..

YOU ARE SLACKING ON THIS BLOG..

Well, yeah buddy, pal, fuckface,.. I sure am..

I'm positive that it has nothing to do with EVERYTHING that I've been doing lately..

Ha.

I did manage to take an amazing vacation.. WOW.. was it GLORIOUS..

I haven't been on such a kick ass, truly relaxing vacation in ages.. I wildly suggest it for everyone.. It truly helps clear the mind & soul.. only if you let it. Which REALLY means.. TURN OFF YOUR DAMN PHONE.. Let them figure it out.. They can survive without you for a few days.. and unless it's a family emergency, fuck 'em. Do you.

I'm sad to hear about Norway.. damn.. how truly scary and awful. can't help but think of 9-11 reading the reports.. My heart is with them.. May Justice be swift.

Amy Winehouse.. the super talented young lady has passed.. reports at this time do not confirm cause of death but, we all can most likely figure it out.. A blind man could see that she had her demons..

As sad as this story is ladies and gentlemen, she was a junkie. An addict. Her addiction got the best of her at the young age of 27. Let this open the eyes of those who are struggling with whatever demons they may have.. Figure it out.. life is outstanding and most certainly worth living.. don't let perception become so eschewed that you can't figure that a single breath can be the next step to living a better life.

J-

EXCELLENT

Yes,

Today is excellent.. things coming into place.. it's really funny how the universe tends to work itself out..

So, if you ARE having a shit day.. I understand.. lord knows I've had a zillion of 'em but, it really is what you make of it..

Having a positive mental attitude takes a lot of work.. I mean HARD WORK... Much easier said than done.. but, it's worth it.. always..

Now, go out there and enjoy this amazing summer..

Remember last winter in NYC? (Actually, all around this country)

 Yeah - FUCK THAT.. Get out there and ENJOY YO'SELF!!!

Also, I will most likely be looking for a guitarist for my JennCity project I am working on.. if you are reading this and interested.. Hit me up.. It's rocknroll meets metal meets punk meets melody with many sprinkles of attitude..  Rehearsals will be in Brooklyn, NY - No drug addicts, crybabies, pussies, or egomanics. Remember, we are all in this together.. Be awesome and please don't waste my time.

Cheers!

J-

I know..

all this below seems all grrrr... and possibly angry but, I promises.. SUPER SUMMER PROMISE.. that THAT is not the case..

I'm writing here.. and smiling.. and it's all good..

Sharing..

:)

Much more to say..

I have much more to say..

This is for those who DO different... moving different.. ARE DIFFERENT.. they are a step ahead.. a step behind (society tells you this.. not I).. they are the beaten.. the tired.. the beautiful.. the ugly.. the so called chosen.. the ones who fell have fallen off whatever path they feel that they should be on.. this.. this.. THIS MOMENT.. THIS.. is for you..

WE ARE THERE..

Interested? Oh.. but, you already know..

it's YOU.

J-

DO NOT SUPPORT "NO LABELZ MAGAZINE"

oh hello..

Fancy to see YOU HERE.. (that's for those who would HONESTLY be surprised.. not for you cool fuckers)

So, a couple of months ago.. I came out.. yes.. I came out in this one magazine..

This certain magazine was available nationwide (lies)

So, I had/did this great interview with them... and it managed to disappear in the air.. POOOOF!

Was it that the mag was NOT AVAILABLE NATIONWIDE as told to me..

AH.. most likely..

and most likely A HUGE WASTE OF MY TIME.. both PHOTOwise and PERSONALLY..

such a shame.. I thought a few of those people who worked for that "magazine" (or a very very loose rep of that) were awesome but, I guess NOT..

I have asked and asked and asked.. emailed.. and emailed.. did a photoshoot (which I was WILDLY SCREWED OVER WITH.. as with MY TIME - Who likes being picked up an HOUR after YOUR SHOOT _I was on time bitches_!!!! - Please respond in the comments if you LIKE waiting an hour for your photoshoot - Would love to meet ya!)

So, here it is..

I am GAY..

A PROUD GAY WOMAN..

and that was MY POINT with "NO LABELS MAGAZINE" - Too bad you couldn't and or DIDN'T find the magazine anywhere.. too bad I didn't get 1 response from the magazine asking WHY COULDN'T I FIND THIS MAG ANYWHERE..

it's because THEY COULD CARE LESS.. I guess????

I searched high and low for a magazine that was "nationwide"... ?

Either way.. DON'T LIE TO ME... and most importantly.. DON'T LIE TO US..

Believe it or not bitches.. I've got a motherfuckin' ARMY MARCHING BEHIND ME and I don't like to let them down.. and I will NEVER EVER LET THEM DOWN..

So, from here on out.. the only print you will read is about me being in the studio with my new band(s).. either brutally heavy.. or a lovely catchy can't get out of your head metal pop magicness.. (I love to PLAY/WRITE/VIBE/WRITE/PLAY.. You see a pattern..? ;).. and with only CREDIBLE magazines.. mainly only MUSIC magazines because, they are the ONLY ONES that truly give a FUCK.. and support what I am doing.. not this trendy by the set of their pants lezzie zines that think that their mag is the shit if it is in a barnes and noble which it is NOT..

I AM NOT ON THE REAL L WORD!!! COULD CARE LESS!!!

NEWFLASH.. NO ONE CARES IF I AM GAY.. all people care about if I AM GONNA MAKE KICK ASS MUSIC OR NOT.. and the answer is this..

NO MATTER WHAT.. I WILL ALWAYS MAKE KICK ASS MUSIC..

Regardless of gender and/or what my preference is....

J-

Thank You

Hey HEY!

So, just in the past few days, I've had a lot of people tell me that they REALLY like this blog...

I just want to THANK YOU..

I DO LOVE TO WRITE and sometimes, I am a little nervous to put so much out there but, FUCK THAT..

It's time to be fearless... and I realize that.. even if someone feels impacted by ONE SENTENCE.. Then it is an HONOR to do this..

So, here on out.. I will put it all out there.. lay it all out..
Why not? What do I honestly have to lose.. ???

All I am doing is telling you the story.. the REAL story.. the REAL DEAL.. the TRUTH of what is happening... a glimpse in the life of someone who is just trying to do the do..

And living HARD.. I want and do LIVE HARD..

This.. yes.. this.. this VERY MOMENT can be taken from you at any second.. and I, for one, refuse to live like that.. no fucking thank you...

When I was 14 years old.. I drew a logo on my wall.. a saying.. a matra that I choose to live by...

And what did it say?

CONFRONT FEAR.

J-